Mary's letter

From the game Silent Hill 2 by Konami

Near end of the game quote:

Flowers? I don't want any damn flowers! Just go home already! Look! I'm disgusting! I don't deserve flowers. Between the disease and the drugs, I look like a monster. Well, what are you looking at? Get the hell out of here! Leave me alone already! I'm no use to anyone. I'll be dead soon anyway. Maybe today, maybe tomorrow. It'd be easier if they'd just kill me. But I guess the hospital is making a nice profit off me, they want to keep me alive. Are you still here? I told you to go! Are you deaf?! Don't come back!

James... Wait.... Please don't go! Stay with me! Don't leave alone! I didn't mean what I said... Please James! Tell me I'll be okay... Tell me I'm not going to die. Help me...

Letter:

In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill. You promised me you'd take me there again someday, but you never did.

Well, I'm alone there now...in our 'special place'...waiting for you...waiting for you to come to see me, but you never do. And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness.

I know I've done a terrible thing to you. Something you'll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that, but I can't.

I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here, waiting for you... Every day I stare up at the cracks in the ceiling and all I can think about is how unfair it all is...

The doctor came today. He told me I could go home for a short stay. It’s not that I'm getting better. It’s just that this may be my last chance...I think you know what I mean...

Even so, I'm glad to be coming home. I've missed you terribly, but I'm afraid, James. I'm afraid you don't really want me to come home.

Whenever you come see me, I can tell how hard it is on you...I don't know if you hate me or pity me...or maybe I just disgust you...I'm sorry about that.

When I first learned that I was going to die, I just didn’t want to accept it. I was so angry all the time and I struck out at everyone I loved most. Especially you, James.

That's why I understand if you do hate me, but I want you to know this, James. I'll always love you.

Even though our life together had to end like this, I still wouldn't trade it for the world. We had some wonderful years together.

Well, this letter has gone on too long, so I'll say goodbye.

I told the nurse to give this to you after I'm gone. That means that as you read this, I'm already dead.

I can't tell you to remember me, but I can't bear for you to forget me. These last few years since I became ill... I'm so sorry for what I did to you, did to us...

You've given me so much and I haven't been able to return a single thing. That's why I want you to live for yourself now. Do what's best for you, James.

James...

You made me happy...

Source: Silent Hill Wiki